My future hinges on one tiny thing...
It's funny the tricks the powers of the universe play on us. Not funny, actually, although I suspect that they are mildly amused by it all.
They have handed me everything I have always wanted in a relationship on a silver platter. They just said "Here it is, Amethyst, your beautiful dream." And I accepted it, and I basked in the feeling of it. But then they said, "And oh, by the way... The one thing that you won't compromise on is the one thing He won't compromise on either, and since you are on opposite ends of the spectrum on this one... HA! Guess you don't get it after all."
I am willing to do anything for Him. Move away from my home, my friends, my job, leave my son behind with his father - but this one thing I won't compromise on. I can't.
Do we have the right to expect absolutely everything we want? To expect the other person to cave completely?
Am I being unreasonable in not changing an integral piece of who I am?
This one little thing... Should it be allowed to keep us apart when everything else is so perfect?
It's nothing illegal. It's nothing immoral. (not in my opinion, anyway) It's a matter of personal choice.
I don't think we should give in so easily. I don't think we should give up our relationship completely.
We have been talking about me moving in with Him... We can put that on hold until some sort of agreement is reached if we have to.
I think we are too good together, and we love each other too much to just throw in the towel and walk away.
I think it is worth fighting for.
They have handed me everything I have always wanted in a relationship on a silver platter. They just said "Here it is, Amethyst, your beautiful dream." And I accepted it, and I basked in the feeling of it. But then they said, "And oh, by the way... The one thing that you won't compromise on is the one thing He won't compromise on either, and since you are on opposite ends of the spectrum on this one... HA! Guess you don't get it after all."
I am willing to do anything for Him. Move away from my home, my friends, my job, leave my son behind with his father - but this one thing I won't compromise on. I can't.
Do we have the right to expect absolutely everything we want? To expect the other person to cave completely?
Am I being unreasonable in not changing an integral piece of who I am?
This one little thing... Should it be allowed to keep us apart when everything else is so perfect?
It's nothing illegal. It's nothing immoral. (not in my opinion, anyway) It's a matter of personal choice.
I don't think we should give in so easily. I don't think we should give up our relationship completely.
We have been talking about me moving in with Him... We can put that on hold until some sort of agreement is reached if we have to.
I think we are too good together, and we love each other too much to just throw in the towel and walk away.
I think it is worth fighting for.
1 Comments:
It is very hard to make compromises in the early stages of relationships. Things that matter so much to us before seem to suddenly wither away to nothingness after time passes. Just my opinion for whatever it is worth, but if you both are so unwilling to compromise on something that seems so small then perhaps there is more to it than meets the eye. Lots of unwillingness to compromise is nothing but control issues, if he desires to claim you on his terms then he must make sure he is in control, of himself before he can be in control of you. Perhaps the unwillingness to compromise comes from a deeper place of nothing but simple fear.
At any rate babygirl, I am thinking of you and hoping that everything comes out with the wash.
Hugs~
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